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[20 Feb 2005|07:24pm] |
ok i really need help,
so on my computer i used to have this postal service song, it was lost after best buy got ahold of my computer, imgunna say a few lines from it, CAN SOME ONE TELL ME THE SONG NAME!?!?!?!?!?!?
when every thursday we'd climb thoughs mountain passes we'd skip our early classes, we'd learn how our bodies work...... dodododododododooooo when i held you closer like doboooododedadooooAHHHHHHHHHHH I DOTN KNWO it doesnt make sense what i remeber from it, i need help!!!!!!!!!
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[20 Feb 2005|06:34pm] |
i just totally understand anita blake and her choice of jean-clude over richard....
...........even though i read that book hella long ago.
hah.
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so I want EVERYONE to know that I hate girls..... I don't care who you are, chance are I don't like you. I hate all of tracy highs girls especially the fucking sophmores and a few seniors, hell i hate them all.........klsdjgo;sidhbdjkfgh AHHH I like julie and christina though and a few others. Damn i want to strangle each and every one of them, i don't understand how i make it through school....maybe because i try to steer clear of all the fuckign ditsy , stupidass, girls........God i want them gone.
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[01 Jan 2005|04:01pm]
i love this feeling. when know one can touch me . a care free feeling that i wish could last forever. im so untouchable right now. Nothing can bother me. i finally started living in the present , not in the past. its a brand new thing im doing and it feels great. its still hard to block out somethings and its hard to get over things and realized new things..... but in the end im living in now and what i want my future to be. fuck them bitches is phrase most should live by. if you dont like me SHUT THE FUCK UP i dont want to hear why, i dont care. if you dont like me pretend i dont exisit, dont waste your precious time on trying to make me feel bad or harrass me I REALLY DONT CARE. chances are i hate you to so, go away. school is a waste of time yes, i go their to learn and get shit done , not to be sucked into pointless drama. school is a place to make accomplishments and maybe make a few friends on the way, i never wanted to go to high school or anyschoool for that fact, because i saw from older siblings and friends what it does..... its such a waste of time i wish i could just sit on a computer get my work done then go see peoepl i want to see and do things i want to do.............
anyways
new years was awesome. G*N*G i love all of you so much, it feels like iv gotten closer to all of you. i love you
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so along time ago i was with this guy and it just wasnt right at all, at the time it may have seen right but now that ive lived without him iv learned its much better. actually thats been the case with everyone i have ever been out with. i m so happy im with casey cuz i know no matter what he will always be thier hes just one of thoes ppl and i love that abotu him. i hope i havent lost any family freinds from ex's familys cuz i got alogn with them all everyone, i hope thats not the way its gunna be . <3
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[16 Nov 2004|05:25pm] |
comment here or there to be added
*unless i already added you<3
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[10 Nov 2004|09:21am] |
new york was great i loed every second of it like i usualy do. i loved coming but i hated leaving. summer will be great. people from there are coming here for a change.... keri,kelly and hank. so summer should be good especially if i get to go back :-) sometimes i hate leaving people here but other times its better for me to leaving and just get away from this pit. yeah i missed casey and julie and i was looking forward to seeing them but it still did me good. halloween was great so was all the other days. the weddign was awesome i had a great time(ill post pics of thoes later) these are only pictures of a few things, i will get pictures of actual peopel up here soon .<3
( 2004 )
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[02 Nov 2004|10:16pm] |
im staying.
well i dunno.
if im gunna stay i have to no for sure no iffys on this one.....
ive been doing a lot of thinking since i'v been up here, and iv made a a decision to stay and finish my jr year here then possibly go back my sr. year but no promises. i feel the need to be drama free for a permanant time. so ill be keeping in touch with all of you. this isnt a sure thing yet since i would terribly miss 2 people back home to death (julie and casey<3) but i really dont know, maybe itll turn out just to be a thought or maybe realtity.
i love you all,
peace<3
im thinking and thinking but then again im not at all. i just dont know i wish i could bring the 2 most important people back here with me.:-(
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thing done yesterday
*danced in the rain*
*wrote our name in the steam*
*slept in pain*
( it was rainy )
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go looke at xkatiexcakesx for loadsss of pics but here are some that i toook :-)
i love these girls!!!!!
( freinds fo sho )
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